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I Can't Tell You From The Drugs [09 Jan 2006|11:23am]









Living loving and hanging out with good friends. Tegan is amazing.!
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No More Hanging On [23 Dec 2005|09:26pm]
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Oh no, this couldn't be more unexpected
And I can tell you I've been moving in so slow
Don't let it throw you off too far
Cause I'll be running right behind you

Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line)
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously

Oohhh, when I'm around you I'm predictable
Cause I believe in loving you with first sight
I know it's crazy but I'm hoping to..
To take a hold of you

Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line)
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously

Oh you're everything I'm wanting
Come to think of it, I'm aching
On account of my transgression..
Will you welcome this confession?

Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line)
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously
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Sometimes. My friends are creeps. [22 Dec 2005|12:06am]
I really wish Smashley would call me back.

My other friends. Just C-R-E-E-P-S
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1, 2, 3, 4, I Want More [14 Dec 2005|01:07am]
[ mood | exhausted ]




Life Is Good. My daughter is amazing.

Just got back from San Jose. Tegan was sick and being bratty.. but I know now why she was... She had to puke and wasn't feeling good.. Now she's sleeping like the angel she is.

Too tired to update... Some pictures. More later.
















More that 2 hours of sleep the next week... Hope so... Last week was hell
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JUST A FEW [27 Nov 2005|06:38pm]

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[24 Oct 2005|10:44pm]
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Doggies play dress up. My sisters dog and my love make such cute ladybugs!


So. I'm about to pop. I'm so over being pregnant you have no idea. It's been a hectic ride but in less that 10 days I'm going to be a mommy. I really have realized a lot and figured out who my true friends were throughout this whole time. I'm glad though. I don't have any problem writing off shitty ass friends. <3

Tomorrow = ultra sound. I'm due Nov 4th but the doctor thinks that I'm "measuring small" and they think I might have an infection of the aminotic fluid? so if I do.. they'll induce labor. Which I would not be opposed to. HA. Nigel is gone going to FL till the 28th. I wonder if I'll have the baby when he's gone. Hmmm. I am in a good mood. But I'm tired and I miss my love.
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HE BELONGS TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEe [24 Oct 2005|10:34pm]
Meet the love of my life. I've had him for awhile. Check out his super cool baby sock and sling we had to make him because the fuckface owners that had him before let him run and get cement/plaster/whatever the fuck it was on his paw and didn't wash it off fully and he would run with only 3 legs... anyways my sisters fiance cut it out and we found that having it on there for so long caused his pad and nail to grow wierd... but its healing and he is better cos he has a momma who loveeeees him <3

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[25 Sep 2005|01:37am]
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Sissy and Momma


I wish I could sleep. Bah. I sleep at odd times. It's so wierd being pregnant.. But honestly its the most amazing expierence and everytime she kicks or moves... or when she has the hiccups I want to cry because I love her so much and its a feeling I can't describe. She's strong enough and I can sometimes tell which part of her is moving... My favorite is when she pushes her little tushy up or streches and you can feel her little feet or her knees.. I Love it. She's not even here yet and she has my unconditional love. Aww. I've had a relaxed weekend getting away! I Love it. We got her crib and we aren't going to paint it.. I'm making her comforter set and such. I hate how everything for girls is pale pink. We won't be able to afford a place for her to have her own room for awhile... So we decided that her bedset would match mine so Red, Black and White it is. And shut up smashley. babies LOVE skulls.

Miss Brie' has a date this week. What bitches?

BTW I'm going crazy I keep hearing this beep beep beeping and I can't figure out what it is.


Just kidding it was a text from Nigel. geez I'm a dumbass. usually it plays a song but I forgot I put it on beeping.

I have a doctor appointment next Thursday. I have to get a manicure and a pedicure. I missed my appointment and my nail lady freaked out and called me from her cellphone because I didn't answer... WIERD. I'm changing places haha.
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Bored. Pictures. [25 Sep 2005|01:22am]
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Whit is my love
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Twice
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Sissy
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Mommy's Rule! [23 Sep 2005|01:26am]
[ mood | happy ]

So Today.. well yesterday was my 20th birthday. I had the best day a girl could ask for...

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Matthew(bro) Cameron(cousin) Christopher(bro)
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Love my sisters
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Daddy and Aunt



I realized.. This whole experience has made me stronger than I ever thought I could be. I love the little girl that lives in my tummy and she will be here in 41 days. It's amazing.. I love the way she kicks and I can feel her moving.

My sister and her fiance are annoying me. They keep yelling at me but HI I'm upstairs and I can't hear you stoopids.


Lots of shopping went on yesterday and today. I got the cutest jackets from old navy. A yellowish orange one... a tan and gold one... and Tegan got an adorable denim skirt with red stitching. I bought it because it will go perfectly with the mommy onesie that Nigel bought me. I got some really cute loooooooooooong tanks and long sleeved shirts. What what.

Baby.. I'm still in love.
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Sha La La La [05 Aug 2005|12:40am]
I'm back from OC. Bored already.... My back is killing me. I can't even walk. I'm looking for an apartment because I decided that I am so not staying in sac after I have the baby. I miss my friends down there.. I miss the beach I miss it all. And sac really just has the disgusting investation of life here.. its quite sad. I really am serious. HAHA. Anyways. That is all.
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I'm Sorry I Don't Love You Anymore.. It's No Longer Your Turn [22 Jul 2005|05:10pm]
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I love these girls.. Purest little hearts ever <333
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You Stick Around... And I Just Don't Know Why [22 Jul 2005|05:05pm]
I'm 6 months and am so excited. The baby kicks all the time. I love my life. I hate the drama and the lies.. But I just cut all that bullshit out of my life.. and finally I can breathe easier. I'm not the problem.. It's you fool ;) haha.

Tonight = Going out. Momma's have fun too.
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[29 Jun 2005|07:21pm]

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Me and My cousin Lindsey

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Little brother Matthew... Cousin Adam, Little brother Christopher
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You Make Me Feel Like Everything's Gonna Be Okay [29 Jun 2005|07:04pm]
[ mood | worried ]

This has been a crazy weekend/week. On Friday I found out it was a girl... My nana called me and told me that that she was so excited and loved me. On saturday we get a call to go to the hospital because nana had a stroke and the paramedics were trying to revive her.. Well... we went to the hospital and my nana was put on life support and kept at Folsom ER for 2 days then transfered to Kaiser Roseville.. Where they told us that she had a 1% chance of waking up, and would have to live in a home wouldnt be able to walk or talk.. would pretty much be a vegetable.... and the one thing my nana told all of us was that she wanted NO MACHINES.. Just for us to let her go. So... we took her off of life support last night and she's still with us.. But looking at her.. You know all that's here is her body. And she's already gone.. :( I'm so sad but its okay because I know she's in a better place... So we are naming the baby Ellee after my nana's name Ellen.

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Baby Ellee. <33333
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HOLLER [26 Jun 2005|07:38pm]
IF YOU WANT TO SEE THE PICTURE OF THE BABY LOG IN.. ITS ON MY FRIENDS ONLY BITCHES
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Help Me Brand [08 Jun 2005|02:23pm]
I went to the doctors today.. I have a heart murmur and I'm a high risk pregnancy. How sad is that? Blah. I didn't find out what it was because now I have to get a special doctor or something STOOPID.

I'm hanging out with my cousin cameron and he keeps calling me "brand" haha. He can't say my name right! Lol. Sooo cute. He keeps talking to my baby too. Its the sweetest thing ever.
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FUCK FUCK FUCK. Fuck love [27 May 2005|07:53pm]
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Come and go now as you please
Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
And you just sing

And I finally found that life goes on without you
And my world still turns when you're not around

Is this the way you want it?
Is this the way it has to be?
Sitting here beside you
But my heart's lost in New Orleans
Dreams come clever
Hearts now severed
Difference of forever
And I am lost there

Come and go now as you please
Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
And you just sing along out loud

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Your Tugging At My Heart Strings [27 May 2005|06:14pm]
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Absence sharpens love, presence strengthens it


So. I'm watching my cousin and my aunt's boyfriend's son. He seriously is the cutest thing I have ever seen. If he was older I'd totally marry him. He's only 6 and he's in the kitchen right now writing me love letters because a couple weeks ago when we went to the lake on the boat I told him he was adorable and if he was 20 years older I'd marry him. How cute is that? Preg playa what ;) haha.

I'm going to Long Beach tomorrow. Woot. Watch out. I'm excited. I get butterflies. I hung out with pirate last night. AWESOME! I am finding a new apartment tomorrow and I'm stoked!!!!!!!! Hmmmm... nothing else to report.

ATTENTION: Smashley I'm wearing the dress you bought me and it's hot ;0)
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